Folllow it....

The sheduled life do not bring me any results... It is not because of plans, or bad timetable, it is ecause of me. everyday I try to write in my noteboook some plans for theday, but as purposely, as not so, but I do not follow it, as against the deseases organism creates some protection, and my brain tries to protect from it and refuse to do it. As purposely I know about plans, but I cant made myself to open that notebook, even thougth i know all the plans by my minds.

I cant follow them, I always delay it, leave for the later time, and finally it leaves for tomorrow, and tomorrow everything depends. I try to create some motivation, some reasons why I need to do it today, but everything repeates again. I want to change my lifestyle, on monday i didnt make my plans, what i had, yesterday also, and each day before sleeping I understand that I lost plus one day and continue repeat "Follow it... Follow it.... Follow it..."

My new born interview:)

as i have decided to move on and onv, so my new born led the new suggestion for work.
  I was very happy, when yesterday before that "historical" lecture  company's  manager of mobile servise called me in order to invite me to interview:) i was really happy, that was the major  signal to generate my global blog idea:)

  All the evening i was imagining in my minds how that interview will go on, what an atmaosphere there will be,what people i need to communicate to, what questions they will ask me, and of course i was creating possible modelto answer:) i like that soul and moral condition, where u are on the top of ur mind activity, mood and physical feeling. that time it seems that u can do everything, to move hills, mountains, just touch the sky and reach the moon

In fact the morning could be and better as it wanted to sleeep, despite the fact that my mood was really nice, i felt light headache because of the weather. oh, sometimes i really want to change my living place to that, where in most of the days the sun is shining and clouds are very high.  here, in Baltic region everything is not so beautiful. nowadays, when spring came, moning's weather very ofter is not so decireble and very often in the morning i suffer from headache, i cant survive without the cup of good coffee. but it is as it is:)  yeah

To come back to my interview, i liked everything that was related to this, i liked the way to that building, it is near my home, i do not need to take any transport, but today the way was especially enjoyable, it seemed, that all the objects knew that today i have a very impotant interview, very important chance to become closer to my task, aim that i have set to myself:) it will rise my self-confidence, i will feel self-realisation.

i answered all the question as it was expected from me, noticed all the questions by wich the peson is analised, so i evaluate myself by quite high mark, maybe it just seems to me. i ehope they will call, really hope

 

   

To start with.

I have decided to write about my way to the dream, what minds i am managed to do something, to what i relate, not to turn of from the write way. main wishes to loose my weight and to be successful in the field of my personal account. i want to be developed, in all the fields that could lead me to the success of my wishes